i was thinking that today could be my most suay unlucky day.

menses come on my first day of work! means lucky or wad?

and i had a super terrible dream last night.

its always when i miss someone a lot then i will always dream of that someone.

but this time theres another person whom i dun wish to see appear in my dream.

I SWEAR THAT THE DREAM IS DAMN REAL!

i know i cried badly in the dream, but when i woke up. my face is wet!

and the tears just rolled down my cheeks!

i couldnt sleep back after that... although its just a dream... but its so real and pain.

this might be hinting me something.

to move on and not to stay on that circle to make myself feel terrible anymore.

i know i can make it!

and im so hoping that there's some kind of motivation for me to work!

like able to meet friend after work. I'm so going to make more new friends!

but i really need to head home for a bath b4 going out!

my workplace is damn bloody warm!!!!!!

work is tiring but i hope i will soon able to cope it coz the people there is really very nice (:

people people!!!! ask me out on weekends!!!