what to say? how can i explain myself now?

Whatever i say only makes you get more fed up and pissed.

Saying out that sentence is not as easy as what you think.

If its that easy, i wouldn't be torturing myself for the past few months. No, i won't.

If right now, you still really don't understand what i really mean, I don't blame you, but myself.

For causing that matter to happen months ago and result this kind of ending.

I'm totally heartache , i've got no courage to face and talk to you anymore.

Cause of you, I've learnt so much, what makes a relationship become stronger.

Communication.

But I believe, after so much, you chose not to communicate cause you lost all the faith and love in it.

Cause when i found out what i really want, where the problem lies and i chose to walk that path of route, its already too late.

Whatever it is, if you trust me, you know what i really mean and what i really want.

'Please stop all those commenting. I need a break.